Countless Awakenings, Countless Insights

When I took the transmission of Naam in July 2002 I did not really understand what it was about. I just knew that I had to have it  & could not be without it. If I look back to the sequence of events prior to taking it, I knew that I felt discontented, the internal peace I longed for still had not been fulfilled. My questions were not answered & there was a total breakdown of the previous paradigm. It had become stagnant & unfulfilling & the harder I tried the worse I felt. At this stage I was willing to try anything. Naam was a welcome breath of fresh air. Although, this path  felt illogical, abstract & surreal. I knew I could not go back to what I was, who I was & where I was. Thus, the  journey began & what a journey it has been so, far.

From the moment I was given Naam by Baba ji, there were some tangible differences in what I felt. I started feeling a  pull & pulsation in the centre of the chest & felt an inner peace like never before. That night, I awoke to do amritvela & outside of the window I could see a King Cobra it was black & glistening, the size of a huge block of flats. It was looking at me, I tried to ignore it & concentrated on the amritvela. The next day the King Cobra was everywhere, in the garage, the bathroom, in my bedroom, outside my window. The next day, I left to go to the Yoga Festival in France, it had followed me there too. I was starting to wish that I had not taken this Naam. Until,I heard the hukamnamma a few days later, it was the shabad, 'Jap Maan, Satnam, Sada Satnam.' After, coming back from France I started having outer body experiences. The only way I knew I had had them was when I would hit the ceiling.

Months later, I shared the above experience with Dassan Dass Ji he explained that the King Cobra was in fact a highly evolved spiritual being a Devta it was a Gurprasadi gift to me & he  would serve & protect me. Often, when I was with Namjeevan she would feel it's presence & would joke saying, 'I see you have brought your friend with you.' She would see it holding me in it's lap as a mother holds her child. She explained that previously for many, many lifetimes I had served it & worshipped it, I had done austere hard discipline, many yogic lifetimes. Thus, in this lifetime it had come to return the favour. The King Cobra explained to Namjeevan, that we now have a modern day Guru, Baba ji who is of the world, a contemporary. There was no longer any need to do bhagti of the old ways,  in the forests.

So, from 2002 the visions & experiences began. Sometimes, long periods & months, passed where nothing happened at all. Some of the following experiences were also, envisioned  by Jaspal & Namjeevan. Prior, to this all of the following were only shared with the nearest & dearest the select few. There comes a stage when you realise that if, I am Nothing, I have Nothing, I know Nothing & I do Nothing. Then I am independent of everything that I experience, I do not have a monopoly over it. I Am 'ness' is out of the equation & it is all about the Him. 'This bhagti, is a gift to Himself'' & if I keep it for myself it becomes corrosive.

2003 Whilst, in  Baba ji's company he puts a suraj (sun) in our heart's Namjeevan, Jaspal & myself. To burn away the negativity.

Saw Sufi Saints in all white sitting on clouds singing divine hymns, they were being showered by rose petals.

In one realm there is an absolutely huge golden bound Granth Sahib & above it is golden cherubim. They are singing sacred bani.

2005 See Baba Ji as a highly evolved sadhu, elderly with a rishi knot, youthful face, meditating in the icy mountains.

The Dancing Shiva appears. Often, in my meditation he would dance & then other times when I would sit in the darkness, he would sit opposite me, in a night forest meditating silently, the Shamanic Sage.

2006 Whilst at the Yoga Festival see Yogi Bhajan during the White Tantra meditation & Durga.

2007 In May I attend an anad karaj ceremony at the Gurdwara. I see a beautiful, natural, serene looking Buddha sitting meditating under a tree in a forest. Around him is a golden orb of light. He gets up & comes & sits in my body.

In July at the Yoga Festival see Yogi Bhajan sitting silently amongst Ganesh & Saraswati. They are all grey almost marble like. There are rows & rows of Devis & Devtas all stacked up they are in silent meditation. All greyish silver.

After this start seeing Vishnu who advises me that a certain seva has to be done

August Teaching Chi Kung above a New Age Shop, often Jesus & Mother Mary came to join us.

In November whilst in the presence of Babaji, both Vishnu & the King Cobra ask for Naam from Baba Ji. The King Cobra once black now turns to gold. I no longer feel his presence after this.

November - whilst meditating see a Shaolin Monk sparring with a Nihang Singh they are in friendly combat using bamboo sticks.  In a serene forest with a placid lake.

2008 May. Start to see the highest potential of certain people around me.They look visually stunning almost like golden Superheroes.

I now start to feel waves & waves of uncontrollable bliss, joy within my own being, pulsating outwards. I cannot control the input of energy.

Started to see the colours of the sky, trees, flowers brighter than ever before. The playing children's laughter was so beautiful & the bird's singing was amazing. Feeling very energetic, joyous & loving for no apparent reason. So elated & ecstatic, alot of the time. This was just such an amazing time.

Started conversing with certain souls on a very, deep, profound soul to soul level, too much bliss, too many precious moments. Such souls are rare to find & are hidden gems. Your life is never quite the same after being with them & you recognize that all interactions become apparent spiritual awakenings.

Yogi Bhajan puts a garland of flowers around my neck  & advises me to do seva, also see Mother Theresa.

October Goddess Chandi in all her majestic glory fighting the ocean of darkness. She is in  warlike valour & splendour with all her weaponary. She wears a white sari her complexion is opalescent & her beauty is astounding.  She is in Bir Ras. She single mindedly is meditating on the Lord Akal.

She comes into the sangat & gives Namjeevan a white sari & explains that she is the Divine Feminine & will not cease fighting  until the tyranny of evil is over.

December see the three apects of myself, sitting in the Universe in the shimmering blackness, one is a white siloheutte & the other a black siloheutte. The third aspect is watching both.

Start seeing my own ego as the comic hero the Invisible Man.

The other experiences that followed, have been shared in the previous articles. We cannot fully ever understand the Greatness, Vastness, Glory & Splendour of Baba ji. Last week saw the vision of Baba ji flying on a huge golden eagle, he wears emerald scarf  (represents the heart) this image turns to pearl & is encrusted with golden  flecks all over. See Namjeevan lying down, on her side like the Buddha, she wears a white sari & is bejeweled & bedecked in diamonds. She is in meditation & she is very, very huge. Then see Baba ji sitting on a Golden Throne, the whole imagery is gold & glistening, pulsating in the Universe.

There is light emanating from a golden palace, the Golden Temple situated in a bright blue pool with golden fish. It is raining pearls.

Countless King Cobras, Countless Shivas, Countless Brahmas, Countless Vishnus, Countless Maidens, Countless Goddess's, Countless Celestial Beings, Countless Heroic Warrior Princesses, Countless Heroic Spiritual Warriors, Countless Sadhus, Countless Sages, Countless Rishis, Countless Yogic Masters, Countless Silent Ones, Countless Swans, Countless Golden Elephants, Countless flying Horses, Countless Suns, Countless Moons Countless Joyous Ones, Countless Loves, Countless Lovers, Countless Dark Beings, Countless Zen Masters, Countless Mahan Tantric Masters, Countless Buddhas

All searching for the Perfect, Primal, Primordial  Immaculate One.

A seven year journey full of Countless, Countless, Countless Blessings from Baba ji.

In Gratitude

Blissful Blessings,
 Simran.