Sangat in Aug 2010 - email from S2
dhan dhan sat par brahm peeta parmesar jee
dhan dhan baba jee
dhan dhan satguru peeta jee
dhan dhan sat sangat jee
dhan dhan sat sangat jee's charan jee
dhan dhan sat sangat jee's each and every breath
dandaut parvaan karna jee
Our words can not justify the love we felt in just one day in sangat of baba jee and baba jee's priceless jewels and diamonds. The lessons in love and humility are beyond words. Sangat jee, you are the benchmark in humility and we're thankful countless times for teaching this egoistic fool a priceless lesson in humility and unconditional love. We do not have any words left to add after reading dhan dhan S jee's, dhan dhan Naamjeevan jee's and dhan dhan O jee's
emails. It's the same love coming from each one of sangat jee. This moorakh can not even attempt to add anything more.
We used to dream of meeting dhan dhan baba jee, dhan dhan Pritam anand jee and meeting dhan dhan dassan jee again. We had a dream of dhan dhan Naamjeevan jee, but in the dream we didn't even do dandaut to her. We're countless times thankful to Par brahm parmesar for giving us a chance to kiss her pious feet.
We have felt alone few times because most of sangat jee is in UK and we do not know anyone here. We were very surprised when Baba jee blessed us and said "you're not alone, everyone is with you, we're (Baba jee) with you." We were surprised that Baba jee knew we feel alone. In fact, true experience of this love actually started the day after meeting sangat jee because while in Baba jee's presence mind was completely still. We don't even remember any of the
blessings dhan dhan Baba jee and dhan dhan Dassan Dass jee showered us with.
Next day at home, we were thinking about sangat jee and how much love was shown by each of one of you. We were completely amazed by the humbleness of sangat jee. It was too much for us and we cried our eyes out. We cried while thinking of dhan dhan Saty jee's dandaut to Baba jee, Dassan jee and Naamjeevan jee right there on the street!! Where else do we get to witness something like that?
Where else have we even heard about so much humbleness and love? Where have we even heard people even talk about so much humbleness and love? Where else can we even learn to be so humble and loving?? How many people even know what true love is and what real humbleness is?? We witnessed what we can not even imagine
witnessing anywhere else in the universe. This was a priceless lesson for us on unlimited humbleness.
We have heard so many times that bhagti without love is no bhagti at all. We used to wonder how to bring this love inside us. How could we because we didn't even know what this love feels like? How could we even try? Had it not been for dhan dhan darshan of Baba jee and sangat jee - we never would have got a glimpse of what real love for God is. We feel so blessed to have witnessed and felt that love. We feel so blessed because we can now start bringing the same love inside
us. Our love is less than a drop of water in infinite ocean but it's that one little drop that turns bhagti into prem bhagti. Before starting simran now we present this gareeb's tiniest amount of love in Guru's and sangat jee's charans.
We pray "Oh peeta jee, our heart is so empty, it has no love in it, we have nothing to give to anyone, we're so selfish, we're too scared to surrender, we're caught in kaam, krodh, lobh, moh and ahankar. Please accept this gareeb's incomplete seva and love at your charans. Please give us prem bhagti".
It was so peaceful to put our head in Baba jee's charans, Dassan Das jee's charans and sat sangat jee's charans. While sitting in Dassan Dass jee's charans, we felt peace like a child feels in presence of his father. Keeping our head in sangat jee's charans, the load of ego is lifted and all that is left is love and peace.
Dhan dhan Sangat jee, please keep this maha moorakh, maha maha
kaami, maha karodhi, maha lobhi, maha mohi, maha ahankari under your charan forever and forever.
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