Sangat in Aug 2010 - email from O

Ek Oan kar SatNaam Satgur parsaad.

Our most lovable Sat Guru Sat roop Babaji, Dassan Daas ji, Pritam Anand ji, Naamjeevan ji, Shoti mata ji and each and every one of the Satnaam family hearts, our kottan kot dandaut and kiss at the sole of your feet.

We are the most blessed and fortunate to have you all (but still one, SatNaam).  The past 5 days were the best part of our life and now if Paar Braham gives us a physical death we will give away happily as now we feel complete under the chatar of SatNaam.

Babaji and Dassan ji always says that a child's heart is pure paarbraham and can recognize true love instantly. After we left the Babaji's place both of our babaji's kids Amrit and Gurnit were sad and heart broken through out the return travel to our home here in NJ.

When we reached home our son A was lying down on his bed in the dark room and was quietly shedding his tears. On asking he said that he is missing Babaji and wants to go back to him.  It took us quite a while to console him saying now Babaji is forever with him in his heart and he can show his love for Babaji by doing what babaji and Dassan Das have asked them to do everyday in the night and in the morning. He was saying that from now on we should not go to any other vacation places but only to babaji.

Actually its not just the kids but we are also going through the same state and am sure everyone in the sangat is feeling the same. And what S ji has told below is absolutely correct. What we have to do now is earn by doing what babaji and dassan daas has told us all to do. Do SAT, Do Naam Simran, Naam ki Kamai, Puran bandagi, seva, parupkaar and maha parupkaar with our 100% heart.

We are physically here but you all have stolen our heart.

Always always always and forever the dust and only the dust of your SAT feets.

SatNaam's dog.

O
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Email to Dassan Dass Ji:


Ek Oan kaar SatNaam Satgur Parsaad,

Mere rabba mere satguru jeo,

Kottan kot dandaut at your pawan charans. May by your grace we always live under them as the dust of your feet ji.

The 5 days of Canada trip to Babaji's place was the best part of our life. We thank to paar-braham ji with our every breath for giving us this opportunity to meet you, babaji and the most beloved SatNaam satgat ji.

With gurparsaad and your's and Babaji's grace lot of things happened to us in these 5 days. With your blessings we will try to summarize them below.

1. The day you left for US after the sangat in G mata ji's house we in the Amrit vella simran had your visions. You were drinking amrit with both the hands on your mouth and some amrit was trickling down from your elbows and we were drinking amrit from there.

2. The next day the sangat was in T mata ji's house where we also had a talk with you over the phone. There in the sangat in presence of babaji we had vision that a pure child is entering in to pure light. We also had vi sons that you were all the time with the sangat there in the house.

3. The same day the evening sangat was in the R ji's house. Here with SatNaam babaji and your's apaar kirpa we had incredible experience. When the sangat was doing the satnaam jaap we were blessed with your vision but this time it was different. You came with your suitcases and told us that from now on you will forever live in our heart. When we saw this we went in to deep vairaag and were silently shedding tears along with sat naam simran. Then all of a sudden dhan dhan Preetam anand jee put his hand on our head and then all of a sudden boom. We felt like SATNAAM himself entered in to our body and we started doing assans like both the hands making the heart in front of our heart and then the hands rising up. The hands pointing up vertically with index finger pointing up, the hands tearing the chest as if saying the SATNAAM is inside our heart, hands with index finger pointing to heart and then to forehead and then top of head and many more assans. We were also screaming in love like SAT SAT SAT, only SAT. Tu he Tu, Tu he Tu. Thank you, Thank you and so on. We were also crying and also sometimes laughing like a baby. After all this we jumped in to Babaji's feet as if now that's our abode and everything. We kissed and licked his feet repeatedly in love. Very hard to explain but that was all paar-praham doing it and we were just a puppet enjoying it.

4. That evening after the sangat in Rajender ji's house we left with A Singh ji's family to one of the A Singh ji's relatives. Our plan was to see the African Lion safari and leave for Naigara falls the other day. But in the morning Satnaam in the form of our son A started saying that he is not interested to see the safari anymore and would instead like to go to Babaji. We were every happy and thankful to Satnaam because thats what we also prayed for. We called babaji that we were coming back to him to attend the sangat in the Nagesh ji's house. Here we were blessed with darshan of paar-braham's feet which had the face of babaji in its sole.

5. That day the evening sangat was in G ji's house. Here again when the sangat was doing the SatNaam kirtan we went in to samadhi and all the same assans we described above started happening. It was like Satnaam has completely taken over us. Babaji was asking questions and Satnaam in us was giving answers. All this was incredible experience and babaji said now he and us were one.

After the sangat kirtan all the sangat went outside in the yard for getting fresh air. We were blessed with opportunity to talk with Naamjeevan ji. She was telling us that you have asked her to take T ji and us to Dargeh from now on. She asked whether we were given any sort of weapons or horses in the visions and we said no. But then she told us that you should be getting them soon.

After our talk with Naamjeevan ji we joined simran ji who were giving some karate sessions to some of the sangat members. Babaji also joined us after some time. He asked all of us to hold each others hands in a circle and recite sat naam. Our eyes were closed and we were doing satnaam simran and then all of a sudden we were presented with a white horse with a chattar on it. The horse was standing in front of us as if it is waiting for us to ride on. We then saw Guru Gobind singh ji coming towards us in his horse. He came and gave us his sword. His eagle flew from his shoulder and came and sat on our shoulder. He then gave us his dhaal and some thing else may be armour. We then bowed down and kissed his feet while he was still sitting on the horse. We immediatelty told about this experience to babaji.

6. Next day was the last day for us there and it was like a rest day in Babaji's house. We were all sitting in the backyard with baba ji. Baba ji was in full love and vairaag mood that day. Its not like he is not loving other times but on this day we was pure paar-braham of love and vairaag.
He was talking, loving and blessing individual sangat members one by one. Babaji told us that he will make 2 rooms for us in the sunder nagari and will decorate it with his own hands. He asked us whether we wanted Dassan Daas ji as our bed or our horse. To which we answered jo tere raja.

We also got chance to speak more to Naam jeevan ji and Jaspal ji. They are incredible souls they are dhan dhan. Naamjeevan ji asked whether we have ever seen her in samadhi and we said no. She said she looks quire differnt in suksham dehi then her physical apperance and would be hard to recognize her in the dargeh.

7. The next day while going back to NJ in the amrit vella simran we had darshan of a young beautiful woman dreesed like a princesses. We thought it was some thing to do with maya and ignored it. Later in that day we got a spontaneous gyan that the young beautiful woman was no other than Naam jeevan ji. We also wrote sepaartely to her and asked for her forgiveness because we did not even do dandaut to her when she gave darshan in the samadhi.

Overall it was a blessed blessed blessed 5 days for us. We wanted to capture all this in writing before we started forgetting all these experiences.

We thank a billion times to paar braham ji, dhan dhan babaji, you, Naam jeevan ji, Preetam anand ji, harjit jee and all the other dhan dhan members of the satnaam family.

Even if we sacrifice ourself to you and babaji by cutting our body in to billion parts even then it would be less to what you have given this kookar of yours.

Please always keep this kookar of yours under your lotus feet. Make this kookar die and you completely take over this kookar and do as per your hukam.

Only and only SatNaam's dog.